I was once so poor
That I wasn't sure
What I could want
What I could count
as being Mine
Walking to school
Barefoot, feeling like a fool
No footprints on the road
Only the blood on it told
it was Mine
My mama's in a bind
No food at home to find
The Old Man's drunk again
My screaming brother's pain
is Mine
I sell myself on the street
I get thumped, I get beat
My body's mine no more
But they can't touch my soul
it's Mine
Now mama's got new pearls
The Old Man's cigar twirls
My bro lives like a Pharaoh
Bones bleeding to the marrow
are Mine
They want more, they say
Mama curses my name
They say I'm mocking them
Don't wanna share with them
what's Mine
The Old Man cuts a deal
My mama sets her seal
They want me to repay
Everything I ever ate
thinking it was Mine
They say it is my duty
Only eight and she's a beauty
Start her early, she's gonna be dinner
In her frightened eyes, the face of the sinner
is Mine
I cannot, will not sell another
girl, I turn towards my brother
But that dog's so high on dope
His eyes gobble up the hope
in Mine
I try to compromise
I've made my sacrifice
Why does she have to drown
To the dogs her body thrown
like Mine
No other choice they gave
So I shot them to their grave
Blood seeping through their fingers
And the satisfaction lingers
in Mine
That I wasn't sure
What I could want
What I could count
as being Mine
Walking to school
Barefoot, feeling like a fool
No footprints on the road
Only the blood on it told
it was Mine
My mama's in a bind
No food at home to find
The Old Man's drunk again
My screaming brother's pain
is Mine
I sell myself on the street
I get thumped, I get beat
My body's mine no more
But they can't touch my soul
it's Mine
Now mama's got new pearls
The Old Man's cigar twirls
My bro lives like a Pharaoh
Bones bleeding to the marrow
are Mine
They want more, they say
Mama curses my name
They say I'm mocking them
Don't wanna share with them
what's Mine
The Old Man cuts a deal
My mama sets her seal
They want me to repay
Everything I ever ate
thinking it was Mine
They say it is my duty
Only eight and she's a beauty
Start her early, she's gonna be dinner
In her frightened eyes, the face of the sinner
is Mine
I cannot, will not sell another
girl, I turn towards my brother
But that dog's so high on dope
His eyes gobble up the hope
in Mine
I try to compromise
I've made my sacrifice
Why does she have to drown
To the dogs her body thrown
like Mine
No other choice they gave
So I shot them to their grave
Blood seeping through their fingers
And the satisfaction lingers
in Mine
Sends shivers!!! Definitely your best, and also one of the top ones, I have read. It doesnot just touch the soul, but grabs it and then shakes it, till you start empathising with the protagonist in the poem.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful work.
Yes but why are her poems all so negative and dark. Does she not believe in love, kindness and warmth? That would be a sad life to dwell only on evil.
DeleteThanks Bunty my encourager.. just glad to know I haven't completely lost the touch yet :D
ReplyDeletebaap re baap... last paragraph is too much !!
ReplyDelete@ MG: awesome!!! Deep and beautifully written...
ReplyDeleteawesome it is..
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